It's Friday...lots of thoughts in my head

Well, so much to say and not sure how. Just lots of thoughts swirling in my head on this Friday. I'm sitting here listening to my 14 year old dog, Lubby, breathing heavy and resting during his last few days with us. The time has come and I believe he will be passing away soon. He has been an amazing dog, and I will post later about all of that. Just know that I am in a season of my life where I'm having to say good-bye again, but trusting in God still. That's kind of all I know how to do, anyway!

I have a few friends on my mind today. They are hurting and need love and healing. Oh, my friends, aren't we all searching for that peace, acceptance and healing? Why does it always seem something is missing? Oh, Father, help me to realize in a very real way that you are right here with me holding me up - and for my friends to feel that, too.

Tomorrow is valentine's day and love is in the air. Some people want to boycott the day because they don't have a sweetheart. Nonsense! If there is anyone in your life, parents, children, family, friends - love on them! As a sweet friend reminded me today, we never know what day will be our last and it's worth it to love on people because we all need love! Love on them as if today is your last day. Now, that's a memory worth remembering.

Jay and I are working real hard to better ourselves and work through years of emotional "stuff" and just "life" in general. So, we've been taking an emotional and spiritual journey of seeking God and just trying to figure this life out. Yeah, right, like that's probably never going to happen! But, I feel a rising within us that only God can do and a revolution is on it's way...

Well, those are my rambling thoughts for now.

Thank you, God, for being our ultimate Valentine - you gave your life for us and showed us how to love like you...