I haven't posted much because I haven't really been in the mood to do so. Not much to say, really. I have lots of thoughts in my head, but don't want to share them yet. Some, because no one will even get it and I'm tired of sharing thoughts when no one really cares. And some thoughts because it's not the right time yet. Lots of dreams and thoughts and just waiting to see what God has in store for us this year.
The holidays were harder for me emotionally than I had hoped they would be. So, I just felt like being quiet, reflective and in the moment with my husband and children.
All I can say is 2009 will definitely be a change for us. It's time for things to be different and not to be afraid to follow God and His will for us. And not to be afraid to stand up to some things that need to change and for issues to be dealt with and move on - once and for all.
Please keep us in your prayers as we continue to seek healing and God's direction in our lives. We just need to be loved on, plain and simple and I intend to find a way for me and Jay and Amber and Emma to experience just that - one way or the other. No more games. Time for acceptance and love - unconditionally.
So, bring it on 2009 - God lead the way!
Happy New Year,
toni
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These things are hard to do, but totally worth it in the end. Love you lots. We will continue to pray for you.
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